You can feel more alive with someone in the most boring place or you can feel terribly empty in the most exciting place surrounded by multitudes of people. You can be more content with a room, bread, and water than the finest of foods. There is a universe inside of people. Not every universe is worth exploring. Some will capitvate enough to never need another. There is One who is the most alive and the closer you get to the One, the more alive you become.
This is a free message. I am not charging anything for this. Shocker, I know. I am out… I am totally out. Ok not yet. Right now I totally don’t feel like answering my phone… ever. It’s not ringing, but if it was I wouldn’t answer it. I have these feelings often. I am surprised I am blogging right now… well, not really… the family has gone to bed because they are on the “family” schedule while I am still on the “single” schedule… that’s not to say that there are not a lot of singles who are on the “family” schedule… cause they have jobs that require that schedule. I actually like the “family” schedule… well… I think I like an in-between schedule. I want to be able to go to bed at 11:30 and wake up at 8:30 everyday. Then read my Bible and pray for 1-2 hours… then have breakfast out on the portico with the sunshine beaming in and overlooking the gardens. Then I begin work and take lunch at my desk while working. Then stop for dinner. Then evening activities. Then bed with some possible reading time and the ability to call an audible at any time.
That is the general schedule. I need a name for this schedule. Maybe I will call it flex-family or the¬† temperate single or the I don’t care what you call it schedule just shut up. Yeah, that’s good.